Hahahahahah my heart feels weird. It's like I'm shaking all over. I've never felt this way before.. I guess it does mean something..


Anyway sigh I don't know if I feel like going to Mama's house tmr, I really feel like just going somewhere no one can get me, somewhere where I can just think & think & calm myself down somewhere & I don't knoow. I just dislike the state I'm in now. I mean a huge part of me is happy cuz of him but a tiny part is not & that tiny part is somehow making me cry without a warning & making the people around me feel so wiuehwiuhewheiuweiuwhe8928928ukjfn. Sighhhhhhhhh this sucks. I'm sorry you all have to be affected cuz of me, I won't like blab anymore, I guess.. don't worry. You won't hear it coming from me. & I really should stop complaining.


Now I want you to call me, without being told buuuuuut you can't or maybe too busy? It's okay. Anyway A called hahahah thank you eventhough you were with L&M you still called hahahahah thanks yeah. I guess for now I can only msg you cuzzzz you don't really get meeee but it's okay.


I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you
I shall not bother becuz I trust you


Okay I wrote that 17 times cuzzzz of reasons & yup. Kkkk so what if she likes him, so whaaaat. I'm selfish & I don't share & I feel like telling her that cuz I think she's crazy about him but if she thinks she is, she hasn't seen me yet. I'M SORRY BUT I'M EXTREMELY SELFISH. {:


Okay I'm feeling much better, yes? Yes! {: